Crash and Burn

Have you ever seen your life crumble in your hands? I have seen my career crashland in extended slow motion over the last two months. I seem to be under a constant state of misery for atleast half a day! I dont think I will last long here. It's true you know- Murphy's law. Especially when things are not working for you! I am ready to give up, now.

It has been two months since I wrote anything! Oh, and the last thing I wrote was a two linecomment on a Nytimes article.
You know, one makes these small compromises every day. From "Hey.. just one burger. How can that change anything?" to, "Big deal, so I am in a crappy job. But, it's a means to an end! I will write over the weekends". You never notice how they snowball in to this huge boulder around you neck, and you realize, you hate your work. Your body, why? Your entire life! I have been living in this state of absolute, unremitting anxiety for the last two months! I've had enough of it! May be it's time I made a choice!

NO MORE COMPROMISES!